The Date

Tuesday.15th September.10.30am.Pulau Tekong.Mark that date and place because on that very date,day and location,Mr FirMraz will be reporting for his National Service.Yeah,you heard me right!I am going for National Service!

The enlistment date came a tad too soon from my point of view as of right now,I am left with approximately 3 weeks as a civilian before embarking on a 2 year period of serving the nation.Honestly,I am not mentally and physically prepared yet for enlistment date but I know that by hook or by crook,I have to be prepared in all manners for that big day.Even so,I am relieved that the letter came sooner rather than later because it ends the wait as enlistment to National Service was my major concern after graduating from Shatec.Thank God.

So,before I head to Pulau Tekong in about 3 weeks time,I want to have one last hurrah with all my friends.Jackson,Lester,Constance,Tracy and everyone in between,let's have dinner together one day.Ashraf,Prathap,Najip,Madeline,Louise,Vanessa,let's have a blast party one day.To Duckie,I am not really sure of where you are or if you want or keen,let's meet one day for dinner before I head for Tekong.I am keeping my fingers cross for your answer.Haha.To you,let's have a day without any phone call or any interruptions.I promise to switch off my phone.Haha.

So before the 15th of September do arrive on my doorstep,I vow to enjoy myself with anything that I could have my hands at.Wakeboarding.Shopping.Eating(It has to be after 7pm yeah?Fasting month!!!).Slacking.Skiving.Partying.That is all that I could think of my "What To Do List" but adjustments are bound to happen in due course.Haha.On top of that,I am free from work in any form(It has to be after the end of the month!!!).Yahoo!!!

Alrite,that is all for now.Catch up with you guys some time soon yeah as time is running out for me.Haha.Cheers guys!!!

Freedom!!!

Scandals.Flings.Affairs.Infidelity.

Scandals.Flings.Affairs.Infidelity.What do these words mean or symbolise?Are you part of it?If so,why are doing this thing?

9 out of 10 couples said that those words mean negativity and betrayal.9 out of 10 couples said that those words symbolise a crime that is unforgivable.9 out of 10 couples said that Karma will soon bites back on those who are part of the philandering crusade.Im not selecting any sides but I believed when the couple that said that they are fine with scandals,flings and affairs or wat not are stupid and they will be eating their words sooner rather than later.

Humans in general can't be trusted.Be it a girl or a guy.Be it your brother or your sister.Be it your best friend or your enemy.Humans can't be trusted.So do not trust anyone except yourself.

Why am I putting trust on the forefront?Because in every relationship,trust holds the key to everything.But sadly to say,trust is a scarce resource.It's worth more than brick of gold or a carat of diamond.It's priceless but like I said earlier,it's very difficult to find trust.

I've seen first hand of the people whom are involved in this chaos and believe me that it doesn't have a good ending to it.100% foolproof.Trust me.Some people will become paranoid and end up gaining absolutely nothing and losing everything.The question is that why are people doing this even though they knew that it will not result in a good outcome?

Love?That is just bullshit to me.If love is the main concern,why would you still have a partner and then be going out with any guy or girl?If love is the main concern,why can't you just leave him or her alone to be with his partner if you know that loving a person doesnt necessarily mean that you have to be him or her.What matter most if you love him or her,all you want is for him or her to be happy no matter what.From what I've just said,correct me if Im wrong in any way.

Scandals.Flings.Affairs.Infidelity.Those words don't mean love.If you said that you are having a scandal or fling or a secret affair because you love him or her,I would say you have no idea what love means and you're talking a shitload of crap.

Fun?Yeah,that is more like it.Humans tend to break the rules and play with fire.Humans likes to have fun even if they know it's wrong.It's part of the nature.They wouldnt be any robberies,murderers and most importantly scandals,flings,secret affairs if humans follow the rules and stick by it.It does not mean that you have to sleep with him or her to constitute a scandal,if you're cheating on your partner then that contitutes secret affairs and what not.

People would then ask me if both of you are single but are having this close relationship,does it constitute scandal?My answer will be that is courting each other isn't it?Courting and having "illegal" relationships are two different things my friends.One is fine but the latter is non-excusable.

I think I've said my piece about this topic.Everything that is on my mind regarding this subject has been written on this post.Some of you may agree while others will think Im wrong.All of us are adults.We should be matured enough to know of the right and the wrong things to do.Don't you feel dirty if you are having a scandal or secret affair who do have a partner?Don't you have a sense of guilt of being the third party?

Karma Bites!!!

Fred

His name is Fred.He is in his early 20's and have just graduated from a local university.Unlike most of his peers,getting a job was not on his top agenda.Obtaining answers and seeking the truth was pretty much his top priority as he slowly but gradually recovers from his painful past.

Fred,once had a happy life.He was doing well in school and was attached to a great girl,Anne(That is what he thought at first).Everything seems fine but then tragedy struck as Anne was seeing another guy behind his back.All his trust towards her vanished and he count himself as a stupid person for believing in her wholeheartedly.Within months of their inevitable breakup,she was attached with the guy.That's fast he thought.Stupid me.

Fred's direction in life have taken a sharp turn.What goes around,comes around he says.Karma will do it's job one day.Then came May.As alike with May,both she and Fred are varsity mates.May is the varsity's student designated photographer and both of them met in a photoshoot session.They have a lot in common and they were the talk of the town.Everyone thought it will be a matter of time that they will be hitch but then..

Fred was still in love with Anne.Even though he knows that Anne is attached and cheated on him,he continued to be there with her and doting her.Anne,as cunning as she is took advantage of the situation.When she needs someone,she would come to Fred,knowing that Fred will fall for her but when she's done,she would leave Fred hanging and leave him like a useless piece of trash.In a way,Anne would be having the best of both world.Damn,a heart couldn't get any darker than this.

May have had enough.She really likes Fred but she wants something out of their relationship.She wants Fred to forget all about Anne and just look towards their future but even though Fred promises that he will forget or have forgotten about the past,he still looks for Anne behind May's back.May thought that a decision has to be made and decided to have a talk with Fred.They talked but it ended with the worst circumstances ever.It was a heated argument but the final nail was when May called Anne a "B***H" and Fred,unaware of his own actions,slapped May hard.There was a moment of silence shortly after that before May walks off without a word being said and later text Fred with a message of "We are over.Im not coming back"

As he sat down on his couch,Fred is disgusted with himself.His life now have never been this bloody chaos.At one end,he was being played by a deceving person and on the other hand,he made a mess out his frienship with another person.Fred admits that he was the main cause of his own downfall but he thought that life has to go on no matter what.As the birds are chirping away,Fred continues to answer his doubts and continue to put the missing pieces into the jigsaw of his puzzled life.

Now,what is the moral of the story?

Silence Is The New Loud!!!

August

It's a brand new day!It's a brand new month!It's time to recharge yourself up and start afresh!!!It's been awhile since I've last blogged and so Im making full use of my free time(Of which I crave so much for)to post an entry on my blog.This entry may drag a bit longer than my usual post and so bear with me yeah?Alright,here it goes.

Let's start of with a recap on the month of July shall we?To sum it all up,the month of July was cramped and filled with work and work and work.Did I mention work?Yupe.If Im not working for 789,I will be doing my academic report.If Im not doing my academic report,I will have to go to my wine course.If I am not going to my wine course,I will be somewhere out there attending meetings and discussing some stuffs with some suppliers or clients.I hope that explains of my limited postings on the month of July yeah.On top of that,I have yet to receive any enlistment letter from the National Service department!Come on guys,Im not getting any younger and I need to get this done and over with!Please!!!

I predict that August will pretty much be the same as July if not busier for Mr FirMraz.National Day is coming up within days and 789 is launching a party event on the 7th ,8th and the 9th of August and that only mean one thing,it's going to be hellish but there will be loads of fun!On top of that,Singapore's F1 Grand Prix is around the corner and so preparation is on the works not just on the circuit but also areas concerned like 789.Expect parties on a day in-day out basis when fast cars,hot babes lights up Singapore on that month.

Alright,let's stop talking about work shall we and focus on the lighter side of life.My month of August kicks off in the best way possible.Jackson cant stand if I say these words but Im sorry Jack,it doesnt happen that often to me and here it goes.WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!Champions of?Im proud to say that we competed,defeated the very best and became undisputed Champions in the inagural Shatec street-soccer tournament that was on show last Saturday which was on the 1st of August.

The last time we competed for the tournament,we can only make it to the semi-finals due to the unlucky mistakes made by me and Lester but we redeemed ourselves by making it to the finals this time round and won the tournament via a penalty shootout.In all honesty,the win was a team effort in all ways.Frankly,even though I scored the first goal for the team to kickstart our ambition,I didnt have the best of form(Maybe,it is due to the lack of soccer time that I had)but the rest of my teammates was phenomenal in keeping our hopes alive.

Lester,pardon of mistakes, was rock steady in defence and was ever willing to be the goalkeeper on some occasions.

Benjamin,Lester's mate was our MVP(Most Valuable Player).He was our playmaker and he saved our team on most occasions if not all.

Justin gave it all and use his physical presence in good effect and he was our goalkeeper during the shooutout of which he saved the final shot that won us the tournament.

Nick was innovative and creative in many ways and he chipped in a few goals for the team.In fact,he scored the winning shot for our team during the shooutout.

Blue was unlucky to be playing a few games for the team due to some tactical decisions but when he did play,he gave it all and push himself about.He was also there cheering for us,destressing us with his jokes and he was the liveliest person on the team.

Dinesh to me was the unsung hero.Dinesh was unbelievable.He was our top scorer and he was awesome.He played extremely well and he scored some magnificent goals for the team.He did the finishing touches for us.

All in all,we deserve this championship the most.We are undefeated and was the team on form but the teams that we faced were also equally talented and they put us with a good fight and so I putting my hats off to them.Cherios guys!And so,no matter how talented we are in our won right,we pulled oursleves together,work as a unit and fight till the end and so that makes us CHAMPIONS!!!You guys deserve it.

Well,I believe that there is all for now.The month of August is still young and I hope(With fingers crossed)that this month will continue to keep me smiling and bring me all the good luck that I need.This month is truly a month that holds some significance to me and I hope to cherish this month.

You are a thing from the past.There is no use of me thinking of you in the present or the future.

Cheers To August!!!