Just A Person

You have broken the record of being 1st on my shitlist.Congratulations to you!!!You deserved it.Your award winning prize?After my deliberation,the best prize that Im going to award you is Karma!!!No,not that sexual Karma Sutra that you love doing with that asshole of yours,the Karma that Im talking about is a"What goes around comes around"package.You are one "lucky" person because the package will hit you sooner than you expect.You will love the prize,trust me.

When help is needed,Im the one whom you look for.When help is needed,Im always the one that stand by you.When help is needed,Im all ears listening to your problem and give everything to make sure that you pull through during that difficult time.When it's all set and done,Im just a useless piece of junk to you.A dirt.Maybe even worse than that.In all honesty,I deserved it.

I cant find any solid reason of my actions except thinking Im one stupid and foolish son of a gun.So stupid that I keep repeating the same mistakes even though I know that I will get hurt in the end.I just cant believe that Im that stupid and foolish.Haiz.

What you did have taken it's toll.I do have my limits and it's pushing me the maximum level.I cant afford to waste my time,effort and energy to someone who doesnt give a damn about me.You keep thinking that I can't survive without you.You keep thinking that you are the great one.You keep thinking that I badly wants you.Timecheck,I can survive on my own without you in the picture.In fact,with you in the picture,it does more damage than beauty.

So as of right now,I will give you the space that you invade.Get all the space you want,the wider and further,the better.I will lift off the pressure that you claimed Ive given you.Get on and do your things.Sayonara my "dear" one.Yeah right.

I cant believe that you are doing all these things to me.I cant believe that because of you,I hurt someone but come to think of it,you are capable of doing everything in order for your own satisfaction.An example?Leaving the best person that you will never ever had in order for some bogus,fake and cheatful reasons.

Friends?You're just a person.

Au Revoir!!!