Enemies

Sometimes I cant help but to ponder and wonder of who my enemies are.Why do we regard them as enemies?What did they do that causes hatred between us and them?What?Who?Why?Where?When?

Personally I feel that we are our own enemies.We are the bad guys.We are the villians without us knowing about it.We create our enemies but then placed that tag to a person or a thing.Think about it.It's true.

Take me as an example,I didn't realise that my past is my enemy up until now.I created my past myself but now my past is getting the better of me in almost every decision that I made.The reason behind this is that I can't afford to be making the same mistake over again.And because of my irrational perspective,Im hurting a person if not people and I don't wish for that because the person or people that I hurt are the ones that I truly care and I can't help but feel a sense of guilt in me.No amount of apologies could turn back time and pretend that nothing had happened.

I guess.No,I vow that the past is the long gone and even though the history will be with me to my grave,I will not that affect my decisions be it for now and the future.I cant afford to be living in a life full or regrets and guilt.I don't want the people in my past who have hurt me to laugh their socks off due to my failure.

If I have to tag a person as my enemy then it has to be one person and one person only.She left me drowning and watch me rot like a carcass.She lied and never fail to embarrass me.She comes when she is in need and throws me when she is done with me.Damn,I couldnt find a person who has a darker soul then her.She thinks that my world revolves around her and that is just utterly rubbish.

Enough talking about that freak.Let's pursue happiness in our lives and don't turn back because as they say it's history.

Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!!!