
Friday, May 29, 2009
Enemies

Sometimes I cant help but to ponder and wonder of who my enemies are.Why do we regard them as enemies?What did they do that causes hatred between us and them?What?Who?Why?Where?When?
Personally I feel that we are our own enemies.We are the bad guys.We are the villians without us knowing about it.We create our enemies but then placed that tag to a person or a thing.Think about it.It's true.
Take me as an example,I didn't realise that my past is my enemy up until now.I created my past myself but now my past is getting the better of me in almost every decision that I made.The reason behind this is that I can't afford to be making the same mistake over again.And because of my irrational perspective,Im hurting a person if not people and I don't wish for that because the person or people that I hurt are the ones that I truly care and I can't help but feel a sense of guilt in me.No amount of apologies could turn back time and pretend that nothing had happened.
I guess.No,I vow that the past is the long gone and even though the history will be with me to my grave,I will not that affect my decisions be it for now and the future.I cant afford to be living in a life full or regrets and guilt.I don't want the people in my past who have hurt me to laugh their socks off due to my failure.
If I have to tag a person as my enemy then it has to be one person and one person only.She left me drowning and watch me rot like a carcass.She lied and never fail to embarrass me.She comes when she is in need and throws me when she is done with me.Damn,I couldnt find a person who has a darker soul then her.She thinks that my world revolves around her and that is just utterly rubbish.
Enough talking about that freak.Let's pursue happiness in our lives and don't turn back because as they say it's history.
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!!!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
You
You want another story between us.You want another chapter between us.You want another tale between us that will last a lifetime.You want us.
Do you really want that?Im not a pessimist but neither am I an optimist.Im not being thinking a tad too much nor am I being selfish but if we are one,would you accept the things that Im going to do now and in the future?We both don't regularly see eye to eye with our goals in life and that is what Im putting on the table for you to think and decide.Can we come to terms with that?
I hope that Im not being harsh here but if we are one,I don't really want to see any complications between us any further.I don't want words to be put into our mouths.I just don't want to be making a mistake that will cost us our friendship.
Without a shadow of a doubt,I truly enjoy your company.The things that we've done are truly sensational and loads of fun.I hope that that enjoyment could continue as well.
I have had my say.It's now come to the point of an ultimatum.Think thoroughly and then decide but then focus first on your schoolwork and take care of your health.It's more important.
I'll Wait!!!
P.S:The post without a picture.
Do you really want that?Im not a pessimist but neither am I an optimist.Im not being thinking a tad too much nor am I being selfish but if we are one,would you accept the things that Im going to do now and in the future?We both don't regularly see eye to eye with our goals in life and that is what Im putting on the table for you to think and decide.Can we come to terms with that?
I hope that Im not being harsh here but if we are one,I don't really want to see any complications between us any further.I don't want words to be put into our mouths.I just don't want to be making a mistake that will cost us our friendship.
Without a shadow of a doubt,I truly enjoy your company.The things that we've done are truly sensational and loads of fun.I hope that that enjoyment could continue as well.
I have had my say.It's now come to the point of an ultimatum.Think thoroughly and then decide but then focus first on your schoolwork and take care of your health.It's more important.
I'll Wait!!!
P.S:The post without a picture.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Liverpool In Asia

Ladies & Gentleman.Boys & Girls.Children of all ages.My dear bloggers.I would like to tell you that Mr FirMraz will be one of those hardcore fanatic Liverpool fans that will be crowding the National Stadium on the 26th of July 2009!!!.
It's an event that I would not miss for the world.Not even "you" will stop me from attending this event.Im such an asshole right?Haha.I have been saving my allowance the moment it was announced that the team are coming here and now Im feeling a sense of satisfaction.Mind you,I have been saving for this event since January and if you know me,you will know that Im a well certified professional spendtrift!!!That is an achievement man.Haha.
Unfortunately,I couldnt get the east(Kop End) gallery even though Im like the 7th person in line(I went there quite early man!!!) and I have to settle in the south gallery which is not that bad afterall as it is located at the central part of the stadium.You lose some,you win some.I feel bad for Tracy as she need to wait in line with me to buy those tickets even though she need to work.Trace,I owe you big time!!!This sounds stupid and pathetic to the neutral one but I cant wait for the tune of "You'll Never Walk Alone" to be aired before the kickoff.Im sure that I will have goosebumps and butterflies on my stomach that day even though Im not the one playing!!!
Since we on the topic,injury free wise,there is a high possibility that my cousin who is on the Singapore national team will be playing against the Liverpool team.Shit!!!.Now,Im divided into two halves.Singapore or Liverpool?To save the trouble,I will be supporting both teams.I want to be have the best of both world!!!.Nevertheless,my cousin is looking forward to facing Liverpool as he is a Man Utd fan.Such a loser.Haha.
Ok.See you on the 26th of July then.
You'll Never Walk Alone!!!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Success

Every now and then,we noticed,read and heard stories of individuals who overcome the odds and became succesful.A fairy tale story to some while inspirational to many,these set of people set out the tone of being successful.So,what institutes success?
Motivation-You need something to motivate you to achieve your goals.A source of motivation?DISCRIMINATION BY OTHERS!!!.You cant do anything because you are stupid!You are too short and too small to be somebody!You cant achieve anything because of your race and religion!Look at you,you're a disgrace to mankind!To prove your critics wrong not only made you achieve a sense of ecstasy from your success but also made them look stupid and pathetic!!!
Motivation-You need something to motivate you to achieve your goals.A source of motivation?DISCRIMINATION BY OTHERS!!!.You cant do anything because you are stupid!You are too short and too small to be somebody!You cant achieve anything because of your race and religion!Look at you,you're a disgrace to mankind!To prove your critics wrong not only made you achieve a sense of ecstasy from your success but also made them look stupid and pathetic!!!
Never Give Up-If you fail in your first hurdle,don't give up.If you give up,then failure will come to mind.If you're thinking of giving up,take some time and think of your critics.If you fail,you are giving victory to them and not to mention disappoint the people that supports you and most importantly yourself.Do you want that to happen?I have my say.Every failure is an opportunity for you to rise!!!
Positive Outlook-If you're not optimistic,then you have lost half of the battle.Motivation and never give up will get you nowhere if you are not positive.Being positive oozes confidence and passion and you need both of these qualities without a shadow of a doubt.Always wake up with a smile and prepare yourself to face the hostilities with a positive mind!!!
Did I mention that you also need to have luck?Good that is.
Success Comes With Determination And Patience!!!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Im Back

It's been a while since I've post an entry on my blog but Im back better than ever!!!Or is it?
For the past few weeks,I've been away on an overseas trip attending a wedding,wrecked my hand due to person's negligence and the other side of my life has turn for the worse.So many things happen in so little time.Not to mention that I've lost my will to blog.
Staying and slacking at home will the last thing that I want to do right now as Im tired and sick of slouching like useless puck at home doing absolutely nothing!!!Suddenly,I have become my mom's favourite child as I have been doing all the housework chores at home.From,buying groceries to watering the plants,you name it,I've done it.
I hope I'll get a job soon.Please no more bars,clubs,restaurants or anything to do with F&B.Im not choosy but I want to get off F&B off my back for now.
You are seeing another person.If Im entirely fine by it,I am lying but there are no strings attached between us and I figure that it's best for the both of us to be in this way.Have we come to the final chapter or is there a new chapter install for us?Let time decides our fate.
It Takes Two Hands To Clap!!!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
It's All Set And Done

I cant put this in any way possible but finally I can breathe a sense of relief.A sense of relief that we are able to put the past behind us.A sense of relief that the cold war was over and now,we are on talking terms again.Yes,it is a relief.
Putting all the anxiety aside,Im glad in a way that we are able to trash things out.What leaves me wondering is how much you know about me but on the other hand,Im always guessing your next move.Girl instincts?Maybe.
As of right now,we both know where we stand between us.We both know our priorities and recognize our mistakes.In conclusion,all are being said and there is nothing that we are hiding from each other.
If only we could do this earlier but the past is the past.Let's not scrutinize it further.
What A Relief!!!
Just A Person

You have broken the record of being 1st on my shitlist.Congratulations to you!!!You deserved it.Your award winning prize?After my deliberation,the best prize that Im going to award you is Karma!!!No,not that sexual Karma Sutra that you love doing with that asshole of yours,the Karma that Im talking about is a"What goes around comes around"package.You are one "lucky" person because the package will hit you sooner than you expect.You will love the prize,trust me.
When help is needed,Im the one whom you look for.When help is needed,Im always the one that stand by you.When help is needed,Im all ears listening to your problem and give everything to make sure that you pull through during that difficult time.When it's all set and done,Im just a useless piece of junk to you.A dirt.Maybe even worse than that.In all honesty,I deserved it.
I cant find any solid reason of my actions except thinking Im one stupid and foolish son of a gun.So stupid that I keep repeating the same mistakes even though I know that I will get hurt in the end.I just cant believe that Im that stupid and foolish.Haiz.
What you did have taken it's toll.I do have my limits and it's pushing me the maximum level.I cant afford to waste my time,effort and energy to someone who doesnt give a damn about me.You keep thinking that I can't survive without you.You keep thinking that you are the great one.You keep thinking that I badly wants you.Timecheck,I can survive on my own without you in the picture.In fact,with you in the picture,it does more damage than beauty.
So as of right now,I will give you the space that you invade.Get all the space you want,the wider and further,the better.I will lift off the pressure that you claimed Ive given you.Get on and do your things.Sayonara my "dear" one.Yeah right.
I cant believe that you are doing all these things to me.I cant believe that because of you,I hurt someone but come to think of it,you are capable of doing everything in order for your own satisfaction.An example?Leaving the best person that you will never ever had in order for some bogus,fake and cheatful reasons.
Friends?You're just a person.
Au Revoir!!!
If Today Was Your Last Day

What if today will be the last time you will be living in this world?What if today will be the last time you be able to see the beauty of this world?What if today was your last day?What will you do?
Written by Chad Kroeger,this song that he wrote left me wondering about the essentials of life.It puts me in a zone that reminds me of the past and hopes of the future.All in all,this song got me thinking.
I believe that each day is a gift and not a right that you're entitled to.I believe of not to leave any stone unturned and leave my fears behind.I believe that life is today and tommorow but not yesterday.I believe that our life is worth fighting for no matter how dangerous and big the risks are.
What if the dream girl confesses to you on your last day?What if you're falling in love on your last day?What if the things that you dreamt are happening on your last day?Will you forgive your enemies on your last day?Will you rectify the mistakes that you've done in the past?Will you savour the moment or just let time decides your fate?
If today was your last day,what will you do?
Love Yourself!!!
Written by Chad Kroeger,this song that he wrote left me wondering about the essentials of life.It puts me in a zone that reminds me of the past and hopes of the future.All in all,this song got me thinking.
I believe that each day is a gift and not a right that you're entitled to.I believe of not to leave any stone unturned and leave my fears behind.I believe that life is today and tommorow but not yesterday.I believe that our life is worth fighting for no matter how dangerous and big the risks are.
What if the dream girl confesses to you on your last day?What if you're falling in love on your last day?What if the things that you dreamt are happening on your last day?Will you forgive your enemies on your last day?Will you rectify the mistakes that you've done in the past?Will you savour the moment or just let time decides your fate?
If today was your last day,what will you do?
Love Yourself!!!
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